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|Monday, February 3rd, 2014|
and i wish you were here
so i could call you a fucking asshole
|Monday, June 11th, 2007|
I can't decipher if I'm afraid of success, or failing at success. or neither.
I may not know what I want, but I definitely know what I don't want. Generally this pisses people off...like my mom.
I'm moving to Baltimore this weekend. Visitors are welcome! Current Mood: refreshed
|Tuesday, March 7th, 2006|
i can completely understand how people can smash their computers into tiny pieces. picking this stupid monitor up and slaming it on the floor of the circa lab. i just felt like doing that.
|Sunday, January 1st, 2006|
2006 is gonna rock. i already know it!
|Wednesday, November 30th, 2005|
yesterday i caught myself crying, out of happiness. i can't remember the last time that happened, or if it ever has. i would like to pin-point my tears on liz's new baby, it really sunk in that there's gonna be a new addition in my family. watching him swim thru my sisters belly, ready to come out. its really quite amazing. i might have been cring due to the loud ani difranco in my speakers, pms, or this nasty cold that keeps making my eyes water though. but i would like to think its about my new nephew. oh, i'm super excited, i made plans to move to new york city this june! Brooklyn actually. billy's going on a sk8ing europe tour, and i'm taking over his lease. that's the plan so far, and hopefully i can get a job there. i've always wanted to live in new york city my whole life, and i don't want to be one of those kids that just moves back into their parents house after they graduate. i'll keep you guys posted. Current Mood: busy
|Monday, November 21st, 2005|
I've been so annoyed all day. It literally took my professor over 5 minutes to mumble out one sentence and every other word is "umm". I remembered why i usually don't go to that class. then Liz wanted to hang out and do the most annoying thing possible: go shopping. i actually really like to go shopping, just not with her. nevertheless, I agreed to go shopping. there was a grand opening for a TJ-Maxx across town we went to. the parking lot was so crowded we had to park across the street. we spent over 4 hours just in TQ-Maxx. I told liz that if I heard another christmas song I was going to pick up a glass vase and chuck it on the wall. she thought it was funny and proceeded to smell the the rest of the candles on the candle aisle. so I turned into a four year old and pulled her to the check out line, where we were behind 10 people. since liz is married, she divided her items to purchase into three categories: family christmas presents, Mikes stuff, and her stuff. this means that they have to go on three different credit cards. I keep wanting to punch stuff. I've been so annoyed with everyone, I started to get annoyed with myself. I want to leave my body because I'm so sick of hanging out with annoyed Sarah. Someone take annoyed Sarah off my back so I can have some alone time. Current Mood: annoyed
|Monday, October 24th, 2005|
last night was completely nuts! saw grand buffet at common grounds. walked to erics where a girl stared at me longer than anyone ever has, and i freaked out. Ashley and I left and went to a party. Pats brother got really mad at me for telling him I lived in gainesville. went to an absolutely beautiful house jill was babysitting. then skinny dipped at 6 in the morning.
|Monday, September 12th, 2005|
Not because you have to, but because you WANT to!
Things you enjoy, even when no ones around you want to go out and play.
What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level?
Make a list, post it to your journal...
1. hanging out with kitty girl, the most awesomest cat that lives in gainesville
2. ituneing it
3. doing a smoke walk around my neighborhood
4. writing emo poems
5. call chrissy
and then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it to theirs....
well, actually, I don't have five friends on here. I'm so unpopular :(
|Saturday, July 16th, 2005|
someone did smoke me out last night... first time in five months. awesome. we somehow found a party with a full keg, but no tap and three dudes. so we invited a lot of our friends over there and drank all their beer till about five in the morning. i stayed the night at alexis's house, hung out with bob and chrissy during the day. my neighbor mowed my lawn and i'm a little embarrassed about that. the mom and grandmother came to gainesville, so that means, good food and free stuff!
umm, so i'm trying to decide what to do tonight, meanwhile its 1:00 and I'm kinda tipsy and viv is falling asleep on me. damn. last rocked was so much fun I really shouldn't be concerned with goin out anyways, despite some drama that i shouldn't get into. viv, jay and i played scenster and rode our bikes up to the atlantic. i finally burn a bridge that needed to be burned and danced all night with a boy that used to be my good friend. sometimes I try and stay friends with people that don't deserve my friendship. In other words, I don't hold grudges that I should, if that makes sense.... ok i just checked and viv is defiantly asleep. i'm gonna sneak out of here and take whats left of my bottle of wine, and head to michelle and steph's. hopefully someone will smoke me out tonight. Just in one of those moods. Current Mood: lazy
|Thursday, March 24th, 2005|
I'm scared to write in this BS live journal, being all drunk and junk. but tonight was pretty awesome... despite my day where i drank so much coffee I began cring over money. something I have no reason to cry over. no, but tonight I went to chop stix with chrissy, viv her brother, and mom. took some awesome pics. then we went to "the SPA," where we chilled out in a hot tub and sona with a few beers. came back to my house where billy, chrissy and bobby hung out. watched elimadate. drank more beers. and i feel much better. i want to try and not drink coffee tomorrow, but it sucks that i am a retard without it.
|Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005|
i am the worldest most awesomest procrastinator. for real tho, if the guinness book of worlds records had a slot for procrastination, I'd be in it. watch me work, when i have a poo poo load of junk to do today. i like to play! Current Mood: awake
i am the woldest most awesomest procrastinator. for real tho, if the guiness book of worlds records had a slot for procrasting, I'd be in it. watch me work, when i have a poo poo load of junk to do today. i like to play! Current Mood: awake
|Sunday, February 6th, 2005|
|i wish i didn't have a vagina
this has been my weekend, summed up in an aol instant message, that i'm to scared to respond to.
dsaeger187: i get the feeling that you instigated shit between me and jaime, so if/when shit goes down between us I hope you realize the difference between two guys fight because of you and two guys fighting over you. I cant speak for jaime but I have a strong feeling neither of us give a flying fuck about you.
|Thursday, January 13th, 2005|
viv made me do an extensive and crazy workout tonight. i will be incredibly sore tomorrow, and i plan on riding my bike to school for the rest of the week... we'll see if this happens. spring break isn't that far away though. i was unusually quiet today for some reason, but stayed pretty busy throughout the day. four hours of class, leos for my favorite iced coffee, then we went to the farmers market, where this cute boy from my economics class gave me a ride on his motorcycle. I realized that i have little to no game, being so shy and all...
|Monday, January 10th, 2005|
|yep today was a day
so this is gonna be my first journal thats not private. I meant to post one eariler but this will have to do. Umm, so i decided that i need to not drink at all this week, because i have been drinking pretty much every night for the past three weeks thanks to christmas vacation and my birthday. when i woke up sunday, i felt like i ate poision the night before. my chest and arms were all heavy... yeah, so no more drinking for my liver. my weekend was a lot of fun, besides christina moving today. I made her a big collage of all our friends before she left, so she can't forget gainesville. saturday i went to dianas and then to a party down the street, with friends. saturday, i got really drunk but tried to not act like it, which didn't really work. i kissed a boy. got in an argument with a bunch of alligator newspaper kids about how the onion newspaper should get more credit. diana amazed us all with her keg stands. An old man kept hitting on me.
today there was a murder on my street, and theres lots of neighbors and cops outside. thats about all i know... those neighbors were pretty creepy though.. they threaten to call the cops on us a lot for no reason. i saw david when i was eating lunch on campus, and we both ignored each other. strange, strange boy he is.
off to the gym and then kates for movies and smoking... and possible homework. Current Mood: accomplished